It's a rainy day today!! The weather now is the most suitable for sleeping, such a cooling weather. =X I went to see a doctor just now. Haha... I didn't fall sick, hehe.. Not to worry. I went there for a regular check up like blood test, urine test etc... Well, my mother is alway paranoid over my health. Haha... It's her idea for me to go for a check up.
I listened to the replay version of music diary (9.33Fm) just now. The story is kind of sweet. Haha... Let me translate it into English and forgive me if it isn't well translated.
Music diary 933 音乐日记
( P.s 'I' in the story refers to the writer and it doen't refers to me =D)
The story goes...有你在我生命中陪我走完这一身是幸福的。
Everyone has their own romantic love story and so do I. Haha... I am writing in to share my story with all the radio listener and to tell my lao po (Wife) that I love her. =D The incident which marks the start of our so called 'real' friendship is still vividly appearing in my mind. I didn't know her well until that incident. In fact, before the incident, I spoke less than five sentences with her a day eventhough we are classmates. Wasn't that pathetic? At that very occasion which was on one of the nights, I received a call from her. I was really surprised at that instance. Perhaps, she was feeling stressed out and she needed someone to talk to since it was getting closer to our exam period, I thought. At first, I uttered for words but it became fine after talking to her for a few sentences.
Talking to her at night became part of my daily routine soon. Our friendship grew. We are closer to each other. This is when we became god brother and sister. Without myself realising, I am falling in love with her. I remembered during the mid of lesson, I will alway try to steal glances at her. I will miss her alot if she didn't come to school on a particular day. At that time, I was in a dilemma. I asked this question to myself umpteens times. "Should I tell her or Should I not tell her I like her ?" Seriously, I hated that moment. I felt horribly tortured by this question.
Never did I expect that the worst thing was coming. During one of the calls, she told me she likes someone. The someone whom she was refering was B guy, my best friend. I was really shocked and felt that I lost all my hopes. "Did I hear it correctly", I asked myself. Finally, I got back to reality and realised I didn't hear it wrongly. She likes my best friend. At that moment, my stomach churning hard and I could feel unbearable pain in my heart. The next part was hard for me too. I was struggling for a solution. Finally, I came to a decision. I decided to backout from this love cycle. Some may thinks it was stupid but I wanted her to be happy. Morover, I even matchmade them. No kidding. I guess this is the last thing some people would do.
Yes. I managed to get them together as an item. I suceeded. Should I be happy about the success? Well, I guess my sorrow was more. She became more cheerful and happier since both got together. She smiled more often in class. Remembering that before, she would be sitting at a corner of the class and she rarely smiles, I told myself I did the right thing . Seriously, at that moment, my feelings are complicated. Real complicated, I can say. I felt dejected as both of them got together, and at the same time, I felt contented as she is happier now. Everytime when I saw her smiling, my heart melts.
Not long later, I got a news that both of them broke off. I heard that my best friend was a two timer when he was dating her out. I felt infuriated. She no longer smile often and it was as though she returned to her old self. She looked badly hurt too, I noticed. I felt helpless as I was unable to help her in one way or the other. Moreover, I was feeling equally miserable seeing her in such a condition. Our friendship slowly degraded. She no longer say "Hi" to me in school. When both of us passed each other in school, she didn't bother to look at me. She treated me as though I am a stranger. I can't blame her too. I think I should be responsible for what she was feeling. Firstly, is my best friend who did such a cruel thing to her. Secondly, I am the one who matchmade them. Besides all these unhappiness, I am glad that we still talk on phone every night. This is our only way of communication.
Two months after they broke off. I took initiative to talk to her in school. At first, it was just a "Hi" or "How are you". Later on, we talked more. It was like as though we were knowing each other right from strangers. We build up our friendship again. I remembered I alway give her the letter which I wrote everyday. Slowly, bits by bits, Our friendship is once again building up. We are getting closer. Finally, last year, my dream came true. That very moment, I kneed down with a ring and asked her to be my girlfriend. She agreed. Frankly, I am really happy. Nothing is comparable to this type of happiness, even striking a ToTo. Now, I am with my lao po (wife) for one and a half year. No doubts that we have been through thick and thin together. We come so far and I would like tell her that she is a great grilfriend. Knowing her is being fortunate and having her with me, walking through my life is blessing. I love her.
Touched,
Don
