Tiredness is what I'm feeling at this point of time. Having wondered the reasons for it, the only conclusion I could think of is mentally tired of the events that are happening in my life. Initially I was reluctant to blog as I realised I do not have much stuff to blog about. On second thought, I think it would be nice to write an entry to dump all my feelings in. Hence, here I am.
Looking at the mirror, he saw the unfamiliar sight of himself. Was it what others called it the "inner you" ?, he wondered. He studied his features at the mirror and caught a sight of the exhaustion in him. The exhaustion which has hardly be reaveled to others. He long for a rest. A rest from all these meaningless happenings.
He shut his eyes, thought of giving himself a break. Unintentionally, he allowed his emotions to take over him. The very last thing he wanted it to happen after controlling it for long. Then again, he wondered why did he control it in the first place? No answer. Images of his life journey were going through in his mind like a slide show of pictures. First was the bliss moments. Next in line came the dejected moments. He struggled. Trying to open his eyes. After much of a struggle, he managed to open them. Tears started flowing down his cheek. He felt good. It was true, he thought. True about letting your emotions go through yourself, feel it and detach yourself from these emotions.
He wiped off his tears and took another look at the mirror. He finally saw this familiar him. Unknowingly, he was smiling. The smile which has faded from his face ages ago. He instantly notice a mask and realised the reason now.
P.S: It's not wrong to wear a mask in life but always remember to take it off when there is no need for it. =D