Sad, dejected and upset.
How the hell should I react to it?
What have I done?
What should I do now?


I have been convincing myself that there will be friend who can last for a lifetime. Now, I am starting to doubt it. Rather, perhaps, I'm just a lousy friend who didn't appreciate them in the very first place. When a friendship changes, it is difficult to undo the changes. How I wish there is an "undo" button in life which I can undo undesired changes in life.

I hate this helpless feeling. =X

I am so tired of everything.
Tried to tell myself I am fine but realised I am not fine at all. I'm feeling terribly upset.